An eternity ago
I learned graveyards
were more than what I found
in books for children.
Spooktacular artists, authors
with cruel imaginations
and sharp wit and sharper
pens drew me lives
until I found deaths
and comfort in the rest
beyond life.
In Fall, Autumn leaves
clutter the withered
path of cracked stone
cut with blades of grass,
chipped like old bone.
Lawnmower idle noise
composed in a muffled grandure
of a dilapidated pine.
Whispered breeze rattles dry
tree branches, move
like black fingers reaching.
The jingle-jangle of a dog
’s leash tethered to the slender
wrist of a school girl dressed
in sport’s bra, neon running shoes,
and tights that show
her underwear is white.
A dog in a yard of sacred
bones blanketed in red,
orange, and yellow leaves
muddy around the rusted
weed whacker that leans
on the weakened chain link
fence with a hole.
The fuller jingle-jangle,
a missing flag slackened
metallic clang echoes
from a pole taller than
the willows and oaks
and the mausoleum marble.
Warm slosh of water
hung at my hip joint in
a net strung from my bag,
rhymes with the river
on the other side
of the hill with the white cross.
My friends instead
of faces I see stones
some dateless
some nameless
some lost and mossy
some cared for with piles
of lilies that died at least
twice since they’d been grown
cut then wilted.
I’m carried to one
with no family around
and a pile of shit
spilled onto the near
smooth surface left
to claim this person’s
identity could be forgotten.
A long moment passes
in which I contemplate
the pile of shit
on this person’s grave.
no birth nor death,
no loving epitaph,
and barely a name.
It smears when I nudge
it off with a stick
that puts mud on my palm.
I undo the netting
and I wash the remains
with what’s left in my bottle
wet the stone.
The water reflects
the sun in good places
so I can see he’d died
in 1888, at the age
of 71. He lived
to be old,
then buried here.
I’ve done a dead man a favor
not for his sake but mine,
what does he care if
there’s shit on his grave?
He won’t owe me a thing
has nothing to give,
but I feel I’ve done nicely and
march on waiting for the day
I can forget to worry
if someone will wash
the shit from my grave.